Our Heros
Rhiannon Erica Kerrigan
Background
Rhiannon was in the foster care system for as long as she could remember. Although young girls were usually adopted quickly, somehow she fell through the cracks. For whatever reason, the bureaucracy kept moving her about despite several foster families expressing a desire to keep her. The experience made Rhiannon somewhat slow to form lasting connections. Though she would engage and seem at ease there was always a wall, preventing her from ever feeling a part of whatever family she was with.
As she entered secondary school, Rhiannon was finally placed with the Kerrigans. Rhiannon immediately felt comfortable with them, and insisted to her case workers that if she was moved again, she would run away and disappear. Whether that was the reason or not the Kerrigan's were allowed to eventually adopt her. To the Kerrigan's three sons, Rhiannon was an intruder. They didn't like having a girl suddenly in the house, and the youngest, Seamus, truly resented her. Though he was a year younger, she was still newer and in his eyes, she stole some of his special status.
Rhiannon's relationship with her brothers did eventually stabilize. They eventually accepted that she was there to stay and did acknowledge her as a sister, they never really got close. Rhiannon would have preferred to be a little closer, but she was used to be on her own in that regard.
Another life change occurred for Rhiannon just after she moved in with the Kerrigans. She learned that she could create magic images that could transport her to the location depicted. It became an obsessive hobby, but one she kept secret until revealing it to a friend with disastrous consequences just before she left for university.
Rhiannon excelled in school, always earning top marks. While still in 6th form, she applied for and won a scholarship to Harvard University in the United States. She was younger than the other students, but she continued to do well academically, progressing through her classes faster than expected.
Rhiannon loves to paint and sketch, and was always very
talented with both pencil and brush. She was inspired by the classic
artists who could almost bring their work to life. She also liked the
works of street artists who use perspective to create illusions like
holes in the street or portraits that look alive. Her own work became
increasingly more realistic. One night while still in secondary school,
she was putting the finishing touches on a painting of a pond she had
visited a few days prior with her foster parents. As she caressed in
the last few strokes, she could suddenly smell the breeze coming off
the water, and the sky looked much darker than she remembered painting.
A moment after, the sounds of the water lapping on the grassy shore
reached her ears. It felt like she was right there. On an impulse, she
stepped forward, immediately slipping on the et evening grass and
splashing into the water. When she finally coughed her way to shore in
her soggy pyjamas, her room was gone and the nearest lights were from
the little pub at the top of a nearby hill.
After her incident with the pond, Rhiannon was nervous
to go near the
painting. As a precaution, she covered it with a linen sheet, and
wouldn't go near it for over a week. Eventually though, her curiosity
overrode her fear and she pulled the linen from the canvas. She'd
forgotten how well the painting had turned out. But for the brush
strokes, it was almost photographic in quality. She was proud of her
work but still confounded by the event a week earlier. She'd have
thought she had imagined the whole thing except for the fact that her
fosters had to drive thirty kilometres to Kilbride to fetch her. The
anger, the worry and the severe admonishment was very real.
Now back in full view, Rhiannon inched towards the
painting. It was a
painting. It didn't take her long to grow weary of the caution and run
her fingers down it. Maybe it was a painting but it was so cold to her
touch. While it was strange, at least her hand didn't pass through it,
taking her back down to Kilbride. She was relieved, but befuddled, and
the mystery effectively erased her fear. Over several days she tried to
recreate that magical transportation. She even went to far as to keep a
bus ticket in her pocket in case she succeeded. Ultimately she gave up,
theorising that it only worked because she had just finished painting
it and if she wanted to make that happen again, she would need to start
a new painting.
The bathroom was a great target. It was simple to
paint, and if it
worked she wouldn't need a bus ticket. Her first attempt failed. She
really didn't think it was going to work anyway. She painted it way to
fast and it didn't have the quality of the pond picture. The second was
much better, but still it ended up being just a really good render of
the loo. By her sixth try she was just too flummoxed to continue.
Before endeavouring on her next attempt, she went back
to the pond
picture. It was still cold. There was something there. Something she
did made that painting special. Was it the paints? Maybe it was the
pond itself. But if it was the pond, why did it stop working? Or did
it? It was still cold, but she just couldn't make become a door again.
She decided on a different tact. She wrote out everything she could
remember about painting the scene with the pond. What she was thinking,
what she was feeling, what paints she used. Why she chose that
particular subject. What style and approach she chose to use. Whenever
she remembered something else she added it to the journal. Three weeks
later and after several days of coming up with nothing new, she
organised everything she wrote down into categories and studied it over
looking for anything that stood out. It took another week before she
came to the conclusion that it was her focus on the realism and the
excruciating detail. She obsessed over every colour and every line. She
pictured the original scene in her head so vividly before and during
applying her brush. Even the underlying sketch she made sure was
absolutely perfect.
The bathroom scene just didn't have the detail that
demanded the focus
so she had to choose something new and complex. It took her some time
to find something interesting enough to put the effort into, but she
eventually decided on the Palm House at the National Botanical Gardens.
The building was absolutely beautiful and the landscape was simply
fabulous. It was also in the city and the city bus could take her back
him if she got it to work.
The pond painting was a piece of inspiration, so for
this painting, she
couldn't just see the scene, she had to feel it as well. That Saturday
she went to the place and studied it intimately by walking around and
taking note of the textures, the sounds, the smells and of course the
grand scenery itself. She took photos with her phone and sketches and
even wrote down small details that she thought were interesting. When
she found the vantage point for the scene, she closed took it in and
then closed her eyes, imprinting it in her mind. On Sunday during
church hours, she went back and set up her sketch pad, tearing off
several practices before setting it to the canvas. Of course she would
have to finish it at her home, but she took ample photos and repeated
her study through the day. By dusk, she was truly exhausted, but the
painting was well along its way.
Obsessing over the scene, Rhiannon finished it by
Thursday. Her foster
mother had come in and observed it on Wednesday to remark on how real
it looked, but it was the following evening when she felt she had
succeeded. The canvas was cool to her touch, but she still wasn't
getting it to become that window. Finally, she just decided to close
her eyes and imagine everything she could of the place, recalling her
close study.
When she opened her eyes she projected that clear picture in her mind to the canvas, and she heard the chirping call of the Tuirne lín. The smell of the grass filled her nostrils and the cool night air brushed over her skin. She reached out touching the print with her fingers and stepped forward.
"For the love of God, lass! You startled me!"
Rhiannon turned to see a vagrant shuffling away, looking very agitated.
"Ya shounna be sneaking up on people like that. Go home." And he rushed off.
Rhiannon stepped out into the lawn, performed several twirls with her arms wide and laughing in glee. She didn't know by what magic she could do what she had done, but it was exhilarating and wonderful. Falling onto the grass and looking up at the twilight sky she thought to herself, what do I do next?
Rhiannon's success with the Palm House and the Pond
paintings not only excited her, it left her hungry for doing more. She
thought she had a winning formula for making scenic magic pictures, but
her next target wasn't cooperating It was so perplexing because her own
bedroom was the target she knew the best. At first she was determined
to make it work going, through a dozen canvases. She wished there was a
way to know sooner if it was going to work, but the last two successes
weren't apparent until the end. Her younger foster brother, ever
curious and in her business, teased her about making twelve identical
paintings of her own room. It was as perplexing as it was infuriating.
To make matters worse, when she tried to reassure herself by visiting
the pond, the painting no longer worked and had lost its cold sensation
to her touch. The Palm house worked, though, at least for one more go,
and then it went warm on her as well.
Over the next weeks, Rhiannon drove herself crazy
trying to make
another magic picture to no avail. Her foster mother was concerned at
first for all of Rhiannon's groaning and crying, but when she realized
it was just Rhiannon obsessing over her not being perfect the concern
became annoyance when the volume spilled out of Rhiannon's bedroom.
Rhiannon needed a break. She decided to just put aside
drawing or
painting anything for a while. It was after several months that
Rhiannon had the whim to paint just for fun; to paint anything but a
magic picture. Looking out her window, her eyes fell on the big old oak
in her back yard. It was nice the way it shaded the centre of the yard
and protected the flowering bushes underneath. Perfect. It was easy,
devoid of extraneous detail and familiar enough that she could be more
relaxed about it.
First came the freehand sketch. It turned out to be a
bit more complicated than she first thought. The hang of the lowest
branches and the great old knot in the side captured the character,
while the bushes around the base made it a scene and not just a shade
tree. Of course, the grass was also thinner under the tree than around
it, and she noticed that the back fence had some cracked boards. She
marvelled at how much detail she could find in such a simple scene, but
by the end of the sketch, the truly magical suprise came.
The cold
tingle was already there.
Even without colour, she went through the
process of staring and visualizing. It wasn't coming like she expected,
so she picked up teh sketch to feel it too. There it was. The image
shimmered and came to life, but as she started to get excited it began
to flatten. Obviously, it needed a bit more work. Some colour maybe?
Rhiannon just went with it. She feared that if she started obsessing,
all the magic would flee. Instead she continued on to put down the
paints with more of a feel for the scene than an eye for perfect
detail. She even added some artistic flair to the lighting and the
colours. At the end of the painting, she already knew she had created
another.
Like the others, her latest magic picture lasted only a
couple
tries before losing the cold, but the important part was that she
learned a lot more about it. She had to be in the right mind, and she
couldn't obsess. The details mattered but it didn't have to be perfect
like a photograph. And holding the picture worked best for using it.
Over the next year, Rhiannon made several more, taking her to familiar places, some very familiar but a couple she had only visited once. She also moved from canvases to something easier to carry about, Online she found painting boards that were only 15cm x 8cm. She could make them and keep them in her backpack. Serendipity struck, when she decided that she hated that one side of her pictures were bare. It was really an inspiration of fancy that she decided to make each image like a card, with a common design adorning the rear. Searching online she found a unique graphic she used for all her new magic cards.
Because the backs of the cards were all the same, she did the backs first. One right after the other, but using the same mind as she would for the picture. The flow and weave in the design made it easier to get in the right state. This lead to the discovery that these prepared cards worked better, and somehow made the pictures last longer and resist being damaged. Her last lot of images, five in all, no longer had the use limit. At least she hadn't reached it after a dozen or so uses in one case. Satisfied that she finally knew the formula she was ready to move on to a new challenge.
One interesting part of it was that the cards that worked best had a central defining subject, a building, a unique tree, a statue, or even rock formation. The backdrop did matter but less and less. Where it mattered most was when it enhanced the subject instead of just being a random backdrop. The manicured hedges and information board mattered more for the statue in the park than the fence mattered to the tree in her yard. So, if it was the subject that mattered most, could a person be the subject? If she could centre the card on a person, she could visit that person from wherever. That would come in handy as she was about to leave for university in the United States. She would have to try it. But who could she trust?
Rhiannon had three weeks before going off to Harvard University in the United States. She was ready, but there were one or two other experiments she wanted to try before leaving. Once she was at the university, she would be able to make cards so she could travel back and forth without taking a plane or fighting through customs lines or paying airfare. Still, it wasn't all about the utility. It was about being able to do more.
The first experiment was easy. Instead of using
the card to just appear in the destination with a step, she wanted to
see if she could hold the connection so others could step through
instead or perhaps even from the other side. She felt like she already
did that or something like it when she first made the painting of the
pond. The second was she wanted to see if she could paint a person and
go to wherever they were. Both experiments required a confidant, but
who could she trust. Sure there were strange things that have happened
in the world, but if she revealed that she could create magic paintings
to transport her to other places, the reaction could be disastrous. She
needed exactly the right person. Her foster brothers were a non-start.
The older two tolerated her at best, and the younger downright resented
her. Seamus, the younger of the two older brothers would be the only
one of them inclined to help her with anything, but he could just as
easily go off and run his mouth to Sean, the eldest. Not only that, the
lot of them had a penchant for mischief and she didn't relish the idea
of popping in on them in the midst of something she'd regret
witnessing. Of her two closest friends, Morrigan was way to into
herself to keep a secret and learning that magic was real would blow up
her pink little world. Rhiannon's best candidate was Katy. Katy was
always eager to have a special relationship with either Morrigan or
Rhiannon. This was exactly the kind of secret she would live for.
Rhiannon's plan was simple. Invite Katy over, show her
the cards, and
then demonstrate by going through one and then returning. Then see if
she could take Katy with her by holding her hand. If that worked she
would try to open the way and send Katy alone. Whether or not that all
worked, she would have Katy sit for a portrait and try experiment
number two.
As far as plans went, part one was fairly successful,
but for one
little issue. When Rhiannon had Katy over and confessed her secret
skill, Katy laughed at the absurdity, insisting that Rhiannon was gone
mental. Until, of course, Rhiannon used a card to go to the back lot of
their school, taking Katy's phone. When Rhiannon returned, she brought
back the phone with several selfies of her sitting on the school
benches making funny faces. It was overkill. When Katy saw Rhiannon
disappear in a shimmer, she almost had a meltdown. She would have
screamed had Rhiannon warned her not to. After that, it didn't too much
convincing to get Katy to come along, and that worked perfectly as
expected. She was even able to teach Katy how to use the card herself.
Of course she used the one that went only to the back yard.
The problem came with step three of experiment one. It
had never
occurred to Rhiannon that she could have practiced opening the way
without Katy. While the first two steps happened in just a few minutes,
it took Rhiannon several days before it looked like it might work. Katy
was present each time, because she was too fascinated to be left out.
Rhiannon was concentrating; her eyes flicking back and forth between
her card and a blank wall as her imaginary canvas. Katy stood by
watching. It was the fourth attempt of the afternoon when Katy noticed
what looked like a glimmer. When she shouted out, Rhiannon lost her
concentration and whatever she saw evaporated. It could have wishful
thinking on Katy's part, but on the next try, Rhiannon saw it also. By
the seventh, it appeared that a doorway opened, almost two meters high
and a meter wide. The concentration required to hold it was enormous,
and it closed before either of them decided to try and traverse it. The
breakthrough finally
came the next day, when Rhiannon managed to hold the portal open long
enough for Katy to enter and come back. Right after Rhiannon repeated
the process for herself and Katy one after the other.
After the success, Katy was excited for the next
experiment, and she
gladly sat for a sketch. There were actually several sketches as
Rhiannon wanted some practice drawing Katy before applying the magic.
Also, because she wanted to set up the card first, with a reverse and
proper border, she made sure she could execute it right the first time.
When Rhiannon finished the portrait of Katy, she knew
it was going to
work. The coldness was there, and she could almost feel a sense of her
friend in the card. The plan was simple. Katy was to go home and text
Rhiannon, informing her that she was ready in a safe place. With
everything set, Rhiannon picked up the card and regarded the image of
her friend. There was a contact, but while the picture shimmered to
life, it was Katy herself that filled Rhiannon's senses and not the
room she was standing in.
All at once, the whole of Katy's mind spilled into
Rhiannon's head,
just as she knew all of her memories and experiences flooded Katy's. It
was an overwhelming mixture, a deluge of thoughts and emotions that
blended with her own, threatening drown out her identity. Just as she
felt like she would be lost, the world faded to black.
Rhiannon awoke
to her chiming phone. Her head was still a whirl of thoughts and
emotions. Katy was still there. She could see her whole life; every
experience and reaction. It was maddening, and she screamed to shut it
out. Her parents came in to find her thrashing and rolling, holding her
head as if to prevent her own mind from escaping through her ears. Her
father, as big as he was, needed the help of her brothers to restrain
her. Her mother, distraught at the entire scene was also screaming.
Eventually, it became too much and succumbed again to the darkness.
When Rhiannon next awoke, she was in a hospital surrounded by nurses and medical staff. A doctor was next to her bed, speaking reassuringly, but asking her to tell him her name. Her parents were nowhere in sight. After the doctor was satisfied that she was sane and cogent, he revealed that she had been there for three days under sedation. He, of course, probed for any possible cause for the breakdown, but Rhiannon knew better than to reveal any of it. She simply told him that she had a massive headache, unlike anything she had ever experienced and couldn't remember any more than that. Of course, she did remember. She remembered every moment, and poor Katy was still a resident in some part of her mind. Though it took her several more weeks to feel even close to normal again, she lied to her doctors, effectively forcing herself to act as if nothing had happened so that they would release her in a few days. During that time, she learned that Katy had also had an episode from which she had yet to recover. Rhiannon wanted to go see her but even the mention of Rhiannon's name sent Katy into a frenzy, and so she was forbidden to go near.